Taking it out on people and random things that shouldn’t even matter.
Why do I even try to hide it anymore? It does irk me still. & I wish that they would just man up to it all and stop being such jerks to me after everything I’ve done… Maybe the don’t even notice it but I can see their cold shoulders. I can see how their supposedly hidden preconceived notions of me are affecting the way the act towards me as much as they try to cover it. Well I do see it. I’m an actual person. I’m sorry that you’ve forgotten all about my existence.
God please help me. I need You. Please guide my steps as you promised.
I honestly don’t see the point in it. The idea is great. But, I don’t practice it.
Yeah, you’re giving up a certain thing for an allotted time. The point of that is that in giving up that thing, you’re replacing it with personal time with God. But most people don’t do that.
"I’m giving up videogames/Tumblr/TV for lent."
But there’s so many replacements that aren’t God that people replace it with.
On top of that, it’s only until Easter comes up which really isn’t that much of a long time. I think what really matters is that out of the 24 hours you have in each day, you spend as much time you possibly can with God and just falling more in love with Him which is just the best feeling ever, instead of hypocritically “give up” something for 40 days just to replace that time for something else other than God.
Lent isn’t even mentioned in the scripture which is another reason why I don’t practice it.